chiooooooo!!! (im just pleasing the 4 of em)
PUT IT DOWN! :)
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Sunday, April 17, 2005
its been a long time since i felt so low. the last time i felt that low was probably when she was around. hai. many disappointing and exceedingly infuriating events have been taking place recently. which probably caused me to not only explode.. but sink into my old-new low. feel like getting away.. go on a holiday.. clear my mind. but i dont even think thats gonna happen now. promises made by friends broken.. pple (me included) being taken for granted... close frens (or at least we used to be) forgetting ya bdae and nv making time to meet up.. guys just being themselves and pissing the hell outta u... even my home life is getting on my nerves... we used to be so much closer n happier. dunno whats happening now. when i tink to myself and ask myself who are the people in my life that truly matter and are consistent in their friendship... i only had a pathetic few to name. its amazing how friends you've known so long or thought were close can just eat away at ur heart (sometimes even unknowingly) and cripple u for so long that u almost always never realise you have fallen until you've hit the ground. where is my kacheng when i need her. or my sis. only these two pple will always stand by and be there for me.. listen to all the crap i say. or just sit beside me if words cant be said. only they are the ones who really bother to keep in touch and understand me. to update each other faithfully and honestly. the funniest thing now is that altho they are my two best friends and relatives inta world.. they're all the way in melb! it really shows how pathetic some of my frens (only some) and parts of life are.
Sunday, April 10, 2005
OH MY! what a lovely bdae.. well kinda. it was very um memoriable. hahaah. first cheri char ser (my fav darlings excluding kc) went out for sakae... and they surprised me with a lovely small hearty bdae cake tt was super delicious tt all of us cldnt resist! haha. then all e silly cards (i guess we can call em cards) and pres's (like cheris lil frog/turtle ting) was just sooo retardedly precious! ahhaah stay over was great too! altho char cldnt join (according to ser's lingo : damn bad!! ) haha. we watched 13 ghosts.. and ser n cheri were scared to death! esp cheri! hahaa. it was damn funny! thk god i watched it like twice alr. so i was pretty numb to it. ahhaa. then i cooked em pastaaaa... and ey insisted on wedges and chicken! so .... we ate tt too! haha. sooo fattening larh. then we talked ... talked alot abt cheri and a certain someoneeeee! hahaa. all e smileys were simply too ridiculous! ahha. the way ser read all of em was just soooooo embarrassing too! hahaa. loved every min spent with em. haha. then ser kena major toothache!! ahah poor deary! she rushed (and i mean rushed) off inta morn while cheri n i cont slpg . hahaha i was slpg soooooo soundly tt i din even know ser was suffering or saying gdbye to me! hahaa. next day. bought my olympus.. so i can make me digi story! wahhaha. bought the white one (cldnt decide btw black n white for e longest time! ) aha. yeahh. so pple prepare!! there are gna be lotsa photos to be taken yeah! ahha. rushed off to meet yunx juaner rach lala (or so i tot) ahhaha. those girls were so hilarious. went to the esplanade to look ard for a place to makan our dinner.. and most unfortunately settled at the garlic restaurant. e svc was horrendous!!! food even more appalling and the price was like not say very cheap lorrrrr. ugh. luckily i split my dish with delly belly. yes del ct (and ltr chow) came along to 'surprise' me.. but jac spoilt it all. wahahhaah. jac's alws the one giving it away somehow! haha. took silly photos (with spoons at umm unmentionable places n straws!!! haha. the latter was cts doing not mine!) with lalas pretty lil cam! ahaah. hope we din look too bad or zao genged tho! ahhaa. den juaner rach lala n i wanted to catch a homo show ata esplanade on tues night. not sure if its still on. hahaha. e esplanade is soooo pretty!!! gna hfta force future outings der!!! ahhaha. sweet ol juaner bought me a choco strawberry which i had to fight for considering there were plenty of pigs ard me (namely del n ct) ahaha. so a big chocoberry fight arose. haha. sadly pommie rach yunx n lala had to leave.. so i was left with e piggies! haha. we bought a whole tub of strawberry cheesecake ice cream from HD and stole 2 metal spoons fr the horrible restaurant b4 (these are e spoons tt odd photos were taken with) haha. then chow n ange came along n we ateee n ateeeeeee.. except ange tho. she doesnt share saliva. ahhaa. it was soooooo yummyy!!! gimme ice cream over cake anytime man! hahha unless its ice cream cake of course. hee. yeah we had saliva spitting contests with each other and i won with my POTATO haha. the now famous 3 saliva spitful syllables! ahha. spent tons of our time arousing each other (more like just chow ct n del actually i was their victim) ahhaha. had disgusting moments with lil boys. and ran ard like a mad woman with del chasing me. ahhaa it was stupid! can u imagine a girl with a nice top.. skirt... heels all running away from a bung-like psycho who runs very slowly n pathetically (i might add). hahaha. well. it was a simply embarrassing... bimbotik.. ah lianish.. retarded... pervertic .. precious time spent with my dearies! loved every moment with it (even the aft moments findin the bus stop/ getg to the bus stop/inta bus with ct) .
on this special day. only 2 pple i truly care abt were missing. really love u guys tho u were unable to celebrate with us :)
on this special day. only 2 pple i truly care abt were missing. really love u guys tho u were unable to celebrate with us :)
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
I can't remember the last time that we kissed goodbye
All our "I love you's" were just not enough to survive
Something your eyes never told me
But it's only now too plain to see
Brilliant disguise when you hold me
And I'm free
I've been thinking and here's what I've come to conclude
Sometimes the distance is more than two people can use
But how could I have known girl
It was time and not space you would need
Darling tonight I could hold you
and you would know
But would you believe
There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
There's a place in your heart where I used to be
Was I wrong to assume that you were waiting for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me ?
Cards and phone calls and photograph pictures of you
Constant reminder of all the things you get used to
Is there a chance in hell or heaven
That there's still something here to build on
Or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall
But after all
There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
And a song in the words that you spoke to me
Was I wrong to believe in your melody
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me ?
Should I keep on waiting or does love keep on fading away
Fading away
It's been a while since I've seen you so how have you been
Did you get my letter I wrote you, but I did not send
I tried to call your old number But the voice that I heard on the phone
I recognized but she told me the number was wrong
There's a light in my eyes but it's too bright to see
And a pain in my heart where you used to be
Guess I was wrong to assume that you were waiting here for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me ?
All our "I love you's" were just not enough to survive
Something your eyes never told me
But it's only now too plain to see
Brilliant disguise when you hold me
And I'm free
I've been thinking and here's what I've come to conclude
Sometimes the distance is more than two people can use
But how could I have known girl
It was time and not space you would need
Darling tonight I could hold you
and you would know
But would you believe
There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
There's a place in your heart where I used to be
Was I wrong to assume that you were waiting for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me ?
Cards and phone calls and photograph pictures of you
Constant reminder of all the things you get used to
Is there a chance in hell or heaven
That there's still something here to build on
Or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall
But after all
There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
And a song in the words that you spoke to me
Was I wrong to believe in your melody
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me ?
Should I keep on waiting or does love keep on fading away
Fading away
It's been a while since I've seen you so how have you been
Did you get my letter I wrote you, but I did not send
I tried to call your old number But the voice that I heard on the phone
I recognized but she told me the number was wrong
There's a light in my eyes but it's too bright to see
And a pain in my heart where you used to be
Guess I was wrong to assume that you were waiting here for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me ?
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